Ihateocd83
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AnonymousAnonymous
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You’re okay! Don’t worry, it’s the OCD making you feel that way.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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It doesnt feel like it mate 😞
AnonymousAnonymous
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I’m going through an episode myself and I can assure you that it is.
AnonymousAnonymous
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We just have to stay strong!
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I feel like im in denial and surpressing why cant i snap out of this. Its all i think about from the moment i wake till i go asleep 😞
AnonymousAnonymous
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I am struggling myself. 24/7. Episodes get bad. You’re not alone. It sucks, I hate it! Wouldn’t wish this on anyone. But I know it’s the OCD and the fear of the gayness that triggers us hence why we get obsessed. I’m on 2 hrs of sleep.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I dont know its the ocd. I can hardly find women attractive anymore. And it feels like im attracted to men. It justs makes me so upset i just want to love women like i once did 😞
AnonymousAnonymous
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You’re in your head too much. I’m just trying to give you so words of encouragement.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I cant get out of it. Sometimes i get this strong feeling inside like i want to be with a man 😞
nGfloatnGfloat
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I’m the exact same way bro. Literally in the same position.
nGfloatnGfloat
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I get the exact same feeling bro. I have no idea how to shake it. It’s like I want to think about it sometimes.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Yeah i know mate its hard trying to be happy with this in your head. And then when i happy i feel like im happy about having this in my head 😞
nGfloatnGfloat
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Exactly bro!
nGfloatnGfloat
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It makes it feel like I want to be romantic and stuff and I am so uncomfortable but it feels real.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@nGfloat I know this sounds stupid but sometimes i feel vunerable when im bending over or having my bum exposed 😞
nGfloatnGfloat
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@Ihateocd83 Nah I get that too. I’m struggling right now because I’m getting romantic feelings and it’s telling me I want to call a man honey and everything.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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This is stupid. Does your ocd just make you think of men on general ?
nGfloatnGfloat
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Yeah. Do you get the romantic stuff?
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Yeah i think so like meeting up with them and stuff like that😞. Im so worried this isnt ocd
nGfloatnGfloat
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Me too man.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@nGfloat But you have been diagnosed right .. ?
nGfloatnGfloat
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@Ihateocd83 Yeah. It feels too real though. I just watched a video and this kids face came in real close and the attraction felt so real.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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What kind if thoughts do you have when you see men ?
nGfloatnGfloat
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My head says hot and stuff like that. A lot of the same stuff you have. I get urges too to download an app sometimes. It’s so confusing because I get hard to women and love them, but this takes everything away from me. I feel like I have to.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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What apps mate ?
nGfloatnGfloat
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Like Grindr or something man. I don’t because I’m always grossed out and I’m like why the hell am I doing this I don’t like this, but then it’s back to square one.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Fuck yeah ive had them thoughts to. I think my gf is done with me which doesnt help. It feels like i want to be with a man 😞
nGfloatnGfloat
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I get that too man. I’ve been working with my NOCD therapist to get through this and we are looking at different treatment options.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@nGfloat Let me know how it goes mate i could do with some advice 👍. I cant get therapy on here for the uk 😞
nGfloatnGfloat
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@Ihateocd83 What does your day look like? Are you just sitting thinking about this all day?
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Yes mate this dont feel like ocd there is to much feeling behind im getting strong feelings that i need to come out and that i want a man wtf ?
nGfloatnGfloat
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Yeah man, I get those exact same feelings. You aren’t alone.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Im starting to get the men with there penis out usually like an image of them laying in the bath or something ?😞
nGfloatnGfloat
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I get stuff like that too man. Does it make you feel like you enjoy it?? It messes with me so much.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Yeah i think so but im not sure if its reality or not 😞
nGfloatnGfloat
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Exactly bro. My face starts to scrunch up but it feels like a fantasy sometimes.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Do you find your calmer at night ?
nGfloatnGfloat
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Nah. Worse sometimes.
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