- Username
- saii
- Date posted
- 3y ago
Yes I heard that too. That confused me a lot. My therapist from the other hand was furious when I told her that. She said that they do not feel guilt or they feel after the first time that they do something like that and then they seek for help... I hope someone will answer us this question or I'll have to ask her which is the difference... These thing about pedophilia and Pedophilia OCD is so confusing... That's maybe the reason some professionals misdiagnoses people with POCD as paedos...
You heard that where? Not everything you hear on the internet is true, even if you see it from an interview. People lie and manipulate all the time.
Is it possible there’s a few out there that have it due to brain tumors, for example (which is a case if you look into it) and they feel bad? Yes, but ACTUAL pedos? No, they don’t care. The man that had a tumor pressing against a certain part of his brain and he went to his wife for help obviously was concerned; they both were. Then he got brain surgery and it went away. He knew the tumor was back when he started feeling certain ways again, told his wife and doctor, and turns out the tumor was growing again. Not sure of his update now-a-days, but the regrow that happened a few years ago.
I think you got a bit confused because Its a natural human behaviour to feel guilt when he/she commits their FIRST crime it can be killing or pedos or any other crime. But at their second crime they don't feel any distress at all it becomes natural to them. Now i don't have POCD but a hypersexual aggression type OCD but regardless it never becomes natural to us even after removing our wrongful built up guilt we still accept that these actions are wrong and will never do them.
I worry about this all the time and I think the main difference is that people with pocd worry all the time about their thoughts, experience intesnse anxiety, and preform compulsions. and actual pedos may feel somewhat distressed or disturbed by their thoughts afterwards but overall they enjoy it
But please don’t try to figure out the difference or how you could possibly be one because that’s how it traps you!
read a couple articles that you can be born a pedo. that you have no choice and that you were born attracted to prepubescent children. that some people believe they have it. it’s terrifying. i’m scared i have it. these people who “do” don’t want it and not all of them act on it. but i don’t want to be that. i don’t want to be attracted to that i don’t even want it in my brain. i tried to kill myself yesterday because of this. i talked to my therapist but idk what to do idk if this is pocd anymore. someone please respond it can be anything tbh
it’s so wierd cos when i see a good looking child my pocd tells me i’m attracted to them bur it’s like a feeling and i feel really anxious and i try to convince myself i don’t find them attractive, but like i feel sick at the thought of like ever wanting to d anything sexual/ or be with them or anything, i just think there nice looking ir whatever, it’s nit even like thoughts anymore it’s more like false attraction/ intrusive feelings. please tell me someone else relates as i’ve been reading articles about p3dos and stuff as i thoight it would help me and it’s just triggerd me more and i cant even enjoy anything anymore as it’s all i can think about, i don’t ever want to be a p and it’s honestly the worst thing ever when will it all stop??
im scared that i don’t think pedophilia is wrong and that i secretly think touching kids is okay because i don’t react in an angry or disgusted way towards pedophiles. every time i hear about them i just get scared that im one of them and it’s not always rooted in a fear of harming children. most of the time it feels like im just scared of being ostracized. all my other morals with other topics feel genuine but when it comes to pedophilia, i have no idea what i truly believe.
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