Charlie
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Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Have you been diagnosed ?. I mean it feels like i dont like womens bits
AnonymeAnonyme
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I had a really bad mental break down 2 years which put me in the hospital. They diagnosed me with ocd at the hospital and put me on medication. With time my HOCD just stopped and I no longer had those thoughts. I was very confident that I was heterosexual until a couple months ago I woke up and I got the thought “lesbian” and ever since than I have been struggling again...
AnonymeAnonyme
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Same, I dreamt that I wasn’t attracted to the opposite sex.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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It feels like i am attracted to the opposite 😞
AnonymeAnonyme
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@Ihateocd83 I am struggling with the same thing right now. I have always be attracted to the different sex and have never felt attraction to the same sex. And now I am almost convinced I am no longer attracted to the opposite sex😞😞😞
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I struggle with being attracted to there gentials aswel and loss of attraction to the opposite sex
AnonymeAnonyme
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Same, I have never even thought of the same sex genitals and because I looked them up on a porn site I wonder now if I am more attracted to the same sex than the opposite
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I dont think mine has ever gone away fully and its just got so much worse. Do you struggle with the gential thing ?
AnonymeAnonyme
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Are you medicated? And yes I used to think vaginas were so ugly and made me cringe and this might be tmi but the other day I went on porn hub to see which body I was more attracted to and then I started to worry I was more attracted to female genitals than men’s (I’m a girl)
CharlieCharlie
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I've never been diagnosed with it but I had done all of the compulsions and had most of the thoughts before I realized it was probably ocd
CharlieCharlie
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never liked boys before never thought I would I had always seen myself marrying a women and then the thoughts came
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Do you have similar thoughts to me ?. How old are you if you dont mind me askkng mate ?
AnonymeAnonyme
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I’m 19 and these thoughts started when I was 17. My fears always change to fearing I don’t find men attractive, to fearing I find women attractive, to fear I might want to have same sex, to fearing I just never realized my sexual orientation. Pretty much every thought is a fear
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@Anonyme Yeah i have a lot of fear like i want to be with a man ... and it feels like thats the only way im getting out of this 😞
AnonymeAnonyme
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@Ihateocd83 Nope, there has been posts where people who struggle like us, experiment or even engage in a same sex relationship and the thoughts are as pressing or even worse! It’s not the fact that we want to be with a girl or guy it’s wanting 100% certainty
AnonymeAnonyme
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@Anonyme Normal people who struggle with finding out their sexuality won’t be in such a hurry and need to know, some will think “I’ll find out one day” or “whatever”. The diffrence between us and them is that we have a intense urge of finding out right now. Which we will never know because sexuality is not black or white
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@Anonyme I just want to be happy and know how i am. I feel like my life is on hold 😞
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@Anonyme I find myself just thinking of men 😞
CharlieCharlie
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Ye and I'm 16
CharlieCharlie
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When I was younger I had stuck song syndrome, it's were reccuring tunes are stuck in your head and they usually happen to people with ocd
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