Ihateocd83
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AnonymousAnonymous
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Does anyone else also suffer from desensitation if the thoughts ?? For example you get a intrusive thoughts regarding your sexuality and then you dont really have emotion you feel numb ?
Gosu123Gosu123
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Yes
Gosu123Gosu123
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What sort of things are you suffering from
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Loss of attraction to women and gentials. Attraction to men and gentials 😞. And my mind tells me thats what i want etc .. 😥
Hocd_suffererHocd_sufferer
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@Ihateocd83 Exact bro when I use YouTube even I get attraction to old men's and when I use comment section some men comment show my MIND tell you like him comment him for meet like that things
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@Robot1 Its tough mate ive been doing exposures to male models and its really hard like i really want one of them 😞
Hocd_suffererHocd_sufferer
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Same
AnonymousAnonymous
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This could also be labeled as back door spike
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Not sure to be honest mate. I struggle to feel much of anything when i have this going through my head
CadecroweCadecrowe
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Maybe you are. That is an uncertainty you have to learn to be okay with
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Its tough .... sometimes it feels like bullshit sometimes it feels real 😞
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Ihateocd83 Yeah I completely agree sometimes it feels like bad anxiety and so real others time you feel numb
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@Anonymous Feels like im attracted to men and i think of men too. Im so scared im going to lose my attraction to women completely 😞
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Ihateocd83 That’s one of my fears too except I’m a girl so I know how it feels
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I can hardly feel a thing with girls i would have gone crazy for. Why am i thinking of men? 😞
AnonymousAnonymous
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I don’t want to offer reassurance but diminished attraction towards to opposite sex and feeling like you have attraction towards the same sex is all apart of the OCD TRUST ME I KNOW IVE BEEN THROUGH IT
Hocd_suffererHocd_sufferer
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@Anonymous How you fix it
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Robot1 I don’t know when you start your erp treatment you will get tools that will help you to work through it and you’ll be fine
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@Anonymous I dont feel like im going to be fine. Ive had this going on 16 years but last august things just got so bad like all i can think about is this and it never leaves me 😞. Im doing erp etc and its looking at male models and its tough because it feels like i like them
Hocd_suffererHocd_sufferer
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@Ihateocd83 Same but when I see men in TV or video
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Ihateocd83 You have to remember to be patient ERP takes time you can handle this and remember that this is something that the ocd likes to do to freak you out
Hocd_suffererHocd_sufferer
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@Anonymous Plzz tell me some tools I am not afford erp
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@Anonymous This is the toughest period of my life and i feel like i cant live again until its resolved 😞
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Robot1 I’m currently doing ero right now and one thing I have learned is that when an intrusive thought comes you have to sit with the uncertainty and say to yourself “maybe, maybe not, I can do this I can manage this” and saying this will help you to feel better
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@Anonymous How long do you have to keep that up for tho ? 😕. I cant do that forever 😥
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