I don't feel like I have ocd 😔

Thanks. What ocd do you have ?

@Ihateocd83 I have HOCD :(

I try not to resist just go with it. Like fuck it maybe I am gay so what

Dude, it feels like it's over. I lost. Like I'll never be happy again. 😭😭😭😭

Me too bro. I'm here at work about to burst into tears. I dont know if its possible for me to feel worse than I do now...

@Jbm421 Things can only get better then mate. Keep your chin up mate. Thoughts are thoughts mate and that's it 👍

I feel the exact way, I’m a woman and I feel so numb to everything relationships now but it’s also all my brain can think about, I just want to feel the way I used to feel about men

@MelodyOCD Does it make you think of women ?

@Ihateocd83 It makes me worry that I secretly like women instead of men, and then I can’t stop thinking about it. I then notice women more often because I’m constantly checking if I like them or something

@MelodyOCD That's the ruminating and compulsions. You get the thought and it bugs you. The you ruminate on it for hours only to be uncertain, then you have to engage in checking compulsions out in public. And if any one person triggers you more than the other, you have to check again and again...its exhausting...

@MelodyOCD Men pop into my head all the time

@Jbm421 Why do I feel like I don't have the same thoughts as you guys 😕

@Ihateocd83 Not everyone goes through it the same. There are things that trigger me that wouldn't trigger others.

@Jbm421 Yup what you said sounds exactly right! And yeah @ihateocd83, women pop into my head (like men pop into yours), especially women who have triggered me in the past, was (and still am) terrified of Elizabeth Olsen after watching wandavison bc I thought she had really cool superpowers and her costume was so cool, then of course I got terrified that meant I fancied her or something, and then she kinda became a trigger for me. But yeah I do exactly what Jbm421 says, I get the thought then take part in checking compulsions and rumination compulsions, and goes round in a big circle :(

@MelodyOCD Funny enough I got triggered watching Wandavision because I couldn't feel anything for Olsen. Lol.... Fml

What scares the shit out of you????

Not being able to think of women like I used to 😒

@Ihateocd83 Me too bro. Just last year before this started back up like this again, I would've been loving a day like today with all these chicks but now...it has me worried...

@Jbm421 You having a better day ?

@Ihateocd83 My night last night was better than the day I had. Just woke up this morning. Thoughts are hammering me. About to do so ERP. And go to the gym before work.

@Jbm421 Glad to hear it mate 👍

@Ihateocd83 Go read my last post. Got really triggered during my last ERP.

What are you saying yup too ? Are you going through the same thing ?

@Ihateocd83 Yes

@Anxietyking5150 I'm really struggling with this I'm not sure I'm going to come out of the other side of this 😔

@Ihateocd83 Me to man.. I'm pretty sure alot of us feel like it's not ocd tho :/