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- Anonymous
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y ago
- Username
- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
I used to have sexually intrusive thoughts growing up especially ones regarding incest. I am a 23 year old female, I’ve had thoughts about pretty much everyone in my family. Hell, I have had many sexually intrusive thoughts about everyone. It has made me pretty uncomfortable but more recently due to triggering events it has morphed into POCD and that is what caused me to seek out treatment. I have genuinely convinced myself I am a sex depraved monster. I have become an anxious ridden mess and the depression is intense. You’re not alone at all. Sending lots of love.
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- garden garden
- Date posted
- 3y ago
yes! for me the incest obsessions are more romantic based than sexual based but still scary. just know you’re not alone ❤️
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
I’ve had the same thing! In my dreams especially!
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
You’re not alone hun
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- kendallopekendallope
- Date posted
- 3y ago
My mom has always hated me, legitimately and I had never known why. In my adulthood when I learned about incest(I didn’t know about it as a child because I was very sheltered in my ultra conservative Christian home) I started to wonder if my mom hated me because she feared that my dad preferred me to her. Then I started having the OCD intrusive thoughts. It’s awful. I wish I never had them. I love my dad but now I can’t even hug him the same. If my family ever knew about this I fear I would never be able to talk to them again.
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
You should try to talk to a therapist about it
- Username
- kendallopekendallope
- Date posted
- 3y ago
@Anonymous I did! I realized they meant nothing about me about a year ago, thank goodness
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
@kendallope Great! It’s good to know that. I feel your pain though and I wish you wellness
- Username
- kiwi11kiwi11
- Date posted
- 3y ago
I have had so many thoughts since the 2 years i have had OCD- my intrusive thoughts are basically on the same subject and i hate myself so much for this. But love and support to all those who are constantly fighting 💓
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- Username
- Spiritsinmyhead
- Date posted
- 3y ago
I really hate when the sexual thoughts is about family members (mom,sister) I feel disgusted of my self and scared I mean what if someone know what is inside my mind or what if I said it out loud,my family loves me and here I am with these thoughts I would do anything to get rid of them, even sometimes i feel there is someone else in my head, the most fu*ked up part is when I get arousal by these thoughts Any one relate to this so i can know that I’m not crazy..
- Username
- Anonymous
- Date posted
- 1y ago
TW: sex ocd
Does anyone else try to convince themselves they sexually assaulted someone or convince themselves someone sexually assaulted them? I feel so alone and have gotten to the point of suicidal because of these thoughts. I would love to know if anyone else feels this way. I’ve gotten a lot better with this but have not met anyone who thinks this way so it’s isolating.
- Username
- Readytorecover
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y ago
SOOCD solitude
I’ve been suffering for 17 years. I’ve had various themes but this one always comes back. I’m in a happy marriage with two children. My husband doesn’t know that this is a theme, bc how do you tell your significant other that you’re having intrusive thoughts about your sexual orientation? I would be like what?? Anyway. Im feeling especially alone in my head with this today. Just looking others in the same situation. I hate this.
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