Anonymous
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 4y
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
I used to have sexually intrusive thoughts growing up especially ones regarding incest. I am a 23 year old female, I’ve had thoughts about pretty much everyone in my family. Hell, I have had many sexually intrusive thoughts about everyone. It has made me pretty uncomfortable but more recently due to triggering events it has morphed into POCD and that is what caused me to seek out treatment. I have genuinely convinced myself I am a sex depraved monster. I have become an anxious ridden mess and the depression is intense. You’re not alone at all. Sending lots of love.
garden garden
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- 4y
yes! for me the incest obsessions are more romantic based than sexual based but still scary. just know you’re not alone ❤️
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
I’ve had the same thing! In my dreams especially!
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
You’re not alone hun
kendallopekendallope
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- 4y
My mom has always hated me, legitimately and I had never known why. In my adulthood when I learned about incest(I didn’t know about it as a child because I was very sheltered in my ultra conservative Christian home) I started to wonder if my mom hated me because she feared that my dad preferred me to her. Then I started having the OCD intrusive thoughts. It’s awful. I wish I never had them. I love my dad but now I can’t even hug him the same. If my family ever knew about this I fear I would never be able to talk to them again.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
You should try to talk to a therapist about it
kendallopekendallope
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- 4y
@Anonymous I did! I realized they meant nothing about me about a year ago, thank goodness
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
@kendallope Great! It’s good to know that. I feel your pain though and I wish you wellness
kiwi11kiwi11
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- 4y
I have had so many thoughts since the 2 years i have had OCD- my intrusive thoughts are basically on the same subject and i hate myself so much for this. But love and support to all those who are constantly fighting 💓
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