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Can you give an example of “pure o” thought? Just now learning about the different types. But have been dealing with ocd since childhood
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Most of my "pure O" thoughts are based around a fear of changing my opinion or in other words something that I don't want to believe is true. Especially about something that I really care about or something that I'm actually obsessed with and I really like. I don't know if I'm making sense though. To answer your question my ocd didn't start in my childhood it started in my adolescence. When I was 15 to be exact. Do you know anyone with ocd who has the same thoughts?
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Not sure if that’s the same as me...I feel like i am going to mess things up, something I care about: an interaction with someone, a work thing, my marriage etc. I imagine the worst and make it happen on purpose and use that as a way to be like”see, you didn’t deserve it any other way” I can’t let it go well because that would mean I could be happy. I hate thinking or being this way but I have no choice to punish myself. I have lost all confidence in everything, I doubt all my own thoughts...etc. Does that make any sense?
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Yeah it's basically what I'm experiencing as well. I doubt everything I believe in. Like I want myself to be a certain way or have certain thoughts or opinions and I fear I can't be like that and it causes me alot of distress and anxiety. I don't want to change as a person and I always feel like I'm changing or being things or believing in things I don't want to believe in. It's very hard.
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When you say you want yourself to be a certain way...but you can’t and it’s sucks. I totally get that! Wondering, are those thoughts positive? Like you would be happier if you could be a certain way? Then you said you don’t want to change as a person but find your self morphing into those things you think you should? I feel like I am always thinking about how I NEED/WANT to change myself. It’s all so exhausting isn’t it? I always think about how amazing I could be if so much of my brain power / energy/ focus wasn’t about this shit!
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I mean the way I've always been. That's who I always want to be. Basically who I was before ocd. So I can't say the thoughts are positive when they make me feel like I have no control over my life and making me become things I don't want to be or believe in things I don't want to believe in. It's very hard to live with.
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I haven’t started ERP yet. But just curious from others who have, How do you sit with compulsions when they’re mental compulsions? Or just “let them pass”? It seems it’s going to be impossible since none of my compulsions are physical/tangible 😓
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Hi! I've been on my OCD healing journey for about half a year and I have seen a lot of success. I'm reaching out for advice, I am very willing to do exposures because I know the more I do them, the more I get better, but I struggle with the response prevention part. I don't know how to control my brain when it comes to facing the fears especially since most of my compulsions are mental. I can tell myself the typical things "I am okay with the uncertainty of this happening", etc. but its like my brain doesn't believe them. I've been stuck in this disconnect for a while and would love advice you have heard from a therapist or learned that has really help you.
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My NOCD therapist (who has been awesome) and I are both struggling to identify ways in which I can practice exposure therapy while in-session, because the vast majority of my OCD symptoms are mental compulsions. For example: indecision and inability to commit to a choice; seeking reassurance on decisions from friends and family; mental review of things that have just happened / social situations; over-thinking and catastrophizing. I also have some other hallmark symptoms (contamination fears, moral scrupulosity, etc) but those tend to be inconsistent too. It’s hard to really practice these during my sessions because so many are in the moment and fleeting. By the time I join my session they are no longer active. How can we establish exposure responses during my sessions, if most of my OCD involves mental rumination and overthinking patterns/thought loops that only occur “in the moments - rather than specific or consistent compulsions (such as hand washing)?
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