hvtwirler28
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LetJesusTakeItLetJesusTakeIt
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I’m... simply put younger than most Christians you see. I was baptized maybe... two months ago? This started a week after and things are feeling... gray right now. I can’t even describe the... fog? At this point.
JordanS.JordanS.
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I know exactly what you mean. And too me, that’s part of our journey. Not everything is gonna be sunshine and rainbows on our spiritual journey, despite what some Christian’s make it seem like. I’m sort of in the same boat myself right now. But during this part of your journey you’ll find out a lot about yourself and who God is. I promise, and this is coming from a relatively “old Christian” haha
hvtwirler28hvtwirler28
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I'm so sorry. religious OCD is such a confusing thing and I get what you mean. do you have an OCD specialist?
LetJesusTakeItLetJesusTakeIt
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@hvtwirler28 Yep
hvtwirler28hvtwirler28
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@When nothings sacred, there’s nothing to lose thats good! we are here for you though. the journey may be confusing but Jesus is on our side even when our OCD tells us He's not.
LetJesusTakeItLetJesusTakeIt
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@hvtwirler28 It was so perfect, that week in between I was baptized and the day this all broke out. There are a lot of things I would trade to go back to feeling that way.
hvtwirler28hvtwirler28
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@When nothings sacred, there’s nothing to lose ugh i get that feeling in other ways. just know that as long as you do erps and know that EVERYTHING will be okay EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT! I am cheering you on!!
LetJesusTakeItLetJesusTakeIt
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@hvtwirler28 Thank you
hvtwirler28hvtwirler28
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@When nothings sacred, there’s nothing to lose of course! 💖
NickDNickD
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@When nothings sacred, there’s nothing to lose God is for us not against us ❤️ he knows and he will help us
NickDNickD
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Yes I am going through it also.
NickDNickD
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I know how hard it is. We will get through this.
hvtwirler28hvtwirler28
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yeah. its really hard :// but we will get over it
NickDNickD
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@hvtwirler28 Have you watched Ali Greymond?
hvtwirler28hvtwirler28
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@NickD i dont think so
NickDNickD
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@hvtwirler28 Please look her up on YouTube. She has helped me so much.
NickDNickD
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@hvtwirler28 Just know that Jesus knows what you’re going though and you can do ALL things through Him ❤️
hvtwirler28hvtwirler28
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@NickD i will look! thank you so much!
JordanS.JordanS.
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For me, it’s tested just about everything that I am. It’s forced me to reevaluate my faith, who God is, who I am and what Love really is. In a way it’s a blessing because it’s making my faith much more genuine. But I still feel scarred from my intrusive thoughts relating to Christianity and it’s sent me into depression (I was diagnosed a couple weeks ago with depression.) the thoughts aren’t there quite as much now but I just feel empty inside
hvtwirler28hvtwirler28
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me too :/ im letting my thoughts destroy me right now when I know that I could do my therapy tools on them. it's just been really discouraging you know
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