Why don't the thoughts disgust me as much anymore?. Well sometimes they do them sometimes they don't 😔

Yeah I'm the exact same situation. And it feels like I don't like the opposite sex 😔

@Ihateocd83 same man i'm with you i totally get it and i understand what you're going through this "real" feeling make me feel like i am in so much denial and it scares the hell out of me and i feel like at some point i will have to accept it and come out and i don't want women but sometimes it feels so convincing and i feel like i want to be with a woman

@Nour04 Yeah I know how you feel. I have blokes and penis in my head most of the day its debilitating 😔

@Ihateocd83 it's soo tiring i totally understand but hang in there you've got this!!

@Nour04 I feel like my thoughts are more in depth than everyone else's thoughts? 😕

@Ihateocd83 you mean more intense or more detailed?

@Nour04 Yes very overwhelming 😔

@Anonymous i’m not fully recovered with my theme of TOCD but all my other themes i have recovered from whcih was a. lot but my main was HOCD, POCD,EOCD, SOOCD and a lot more and i overcame them. i believe in all of you

@Anonymous yes ofc

@Anonymous do you feel grossed out, obsessing over the thoughts, ruminating?

@Anonymous relax it’s going to be okay!!! you don’t have to be grossed out our brain works like that. i don’t know who you are and i’m not inside your brain, only you are. If you’re happy with your husband I don’t see what a problem is but if you’re constantly checking these thoughts and saying no I’m mot gay/bi or wathever your theme revolves around and ruminating on past things i would consider it OCD. i’m not a professional so I can’t professionally say that but a bi/gay or anyone in the Lgbtq+ knows they are, they just hide it sometimes. Listen everything will be okay. I don’t want to give you the reassurance you are looking for but i’m wishing all good things come your way and a smooth recovery<333

@Anonymous wishing you a peaceful labor and healthy beautiful baby!!

@Anonymous it means you’re closer to recovery. you’re learning how to accept the unknown and move on. stop seeking reassurance it will push you back more in your healing process

@Anonymous that is completely normal, i had POCD pedophile ocd and i was not grossed out with my thoughts the farther i got in my healing process. i just earned to accept that we are human and our brains will make these thoughts.

I'm really struggling with attraction to genitals?

@Ihateocd83 can you specify? I used to have issues with the fact I couldn’t stop looking at people’s genitals. Girl or boy. Is that what you mean?