Seeing celebs like Liza Koshy coming out just makes me feel like it’s inevitable and that I just need to accept that I’m just in denial

Yes I feel the exact same way, that’s why it triggers me too. Idk if it’s just bc i fixate on it but it just always seems like everyone’s coming out, which is great for them but yeah it makes me doubt myself. Like that Casey fray came out today too

@Melodyocd Yeah exactly. Seeing that stuff makes me question whether I’m suppressing or something.

@stop. Yup yup yup, especially then when I think of comphet. Ugh. I’m trying hard to not overthink it and stuff but it’s so difficult, sometimes I think if social media didn’t exist I would’ve never had this theme

@Melodyocd I always like to think what it would be like to never have this theme and where I would be without it. It honestly makes me feel sad because I realize how much OCD has taken from me. And comphet is a big one for me too. It’s just a lot for my to handle sometimes.

@stop. Yeah I can’t think about that too much tbh it makes me very sad, I’m 21 and never had a relationship and I’m still a virgin, I think about all the relationships I’ve missed out on bc of this :(

@Melodyocd Yeah I’m 19 and I’m scared I’ll never be able to have a relationship :(

@stop. I recently went out with a guy I started to like and now he’s moved away, it’s like the universe is telling me soemthing :(

@Melodyocd I’m sorry that happened. I keep trying to date but then I just get ghosted. Maybe the universe has a grudge against us lol

@stop. It sure sounds like it haha! It doesn’t help that I hate dating apps either, but it’s so hard to meet people in real life when you’re shy haha

@Melodyocd SAME! I have a lot of social anxiety so I rely on dating apps even though I hate them

@stop. They’re just so horrible haha, I hate judging people just from looks and most of the time the guys on there aren’t the nicest :(

Same! I don’t know why it’s a huge trigger for me either, I guess it all links back to I’m scared it’s a sign it means something about me because I used to like them. I’m doing a bit better now thank you :)

Awh I’m so sorry I hope you’re okay too :(( luckily I think my meds are working bc I don’t get too much anxiety anymore, but still get so much doubt and I used to watch her videos all the time so seeing all this feels like a “sign”

I’m so sorry :( that’s what triggers me too, girls who have boyfriends and then later come out. But yeah very true, I guess this is good exposure

Ohhh did she not? I just saw from what everyone was saying on Twitter, some people’s comments about it really freaked me out

@Melodyocd She changed the caption !

@PinkLotus I’ll have a look now! Twitter was just full of people saying because she didn’t orgasm with her last boyf that of course she likes woman now, and it was sooo obvious to them. I just had a little freak out about it all last night haha

@Melodyocd Haha people are a little overly invested in the personal lives of others

@PinkLotus Very much so haha! It’s the celeb culture 😂

I don’t think she really did for sure. All I could find is that she posted an ig pic with another girl and a cryptic caption

Yeah she didn’t say it exactly, but everyone’s assuming that this girl is her girlfriend. Especially after she said she’s never organsmed before and her last partner was a man, it makes me scared the same thing will happen to me I guess

Do you feel the same way? :(