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I have a hard time with erp. It scares me because it feels wrong or feels like I’m giving in to the thoughts. Thank you so much for understanding. I feel so in the dark
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@Figuringitout1 That makes sense. It’s just been horrible. Pocd really sucks. I feel like the thoughts just get worse and worse. And like I said in my post above too I just can’t take it anymore
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@Figuringitout1 Yes she doesn’t help me much anymore
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@Figuringitout1 I’m in the stay better phase with NOCD and every time I message her she gets real short with me and won’t help anymore
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@Figuringitout1 Oh no I’m so sorry you went through that. I hate groinal response it feels so real. I don’t want to be a monster. I just want to be normal again. I want my life back. Wishing you the best I hope you are doing better!
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Last night I was self pleasuring. I didn’t set out to think about anything weird but as I was doing it some pocd thoughts were in my brain. I did not get off to them, but I could have. Idk why that is but it is. Idk what to do and idk why I am this way. Is there some science about the brain while aroused or is it possible that the more gross or taboo something is I can like it?? Idk, just want to know if anyone can relate.
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I need advice for intrusive thoughts. I used to feel like I could handle them. They weren’t nearly as bad as the things that related to my actual life. But now, I’m suffering. I haven’t had a sexual experience in over a year that didn’t involve constant intrusive thoughts. Most are somehow related to kids and I keep chasing off the thoughts but it’s so bad. I know you’re supposed to ignore them but I don’t know how I can just ignore that and continue what I’m doing. But they’re coming on stronger. I had one earlier I could not get rid of just as things finished so the thought came on strongly just before my orgasm hit and now I feel absolutely disgusting. I hated the thought and I know it’s not me and it was not enjoyable but it still feels like I was getting off to it. I feel sick. I’m so fucking tired of these thoughts. They’re in my every day life too and it’s all the time. I just want it to stop but ignoring it feels so wrong. What should I do?
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I deal pretty heavily with this. The last couple days, I’ve had what I think are urges. Something pops into my head intrusively and then what stems from that is me WANTING to just indulge in it even though it’s gross. I get worried bc I used to struggle w thoughts about my dad for a long time until eventually I just purposely thought of him while self pleasuring and got off to it. While that’s something I did, it is NOT me. It all stemmed from my mental health declining a couple years back, I was never this way before. So I get worried that it almost happened or might happen with my pocd cuz I could never live with myself if it did.
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