Tw pocd I know for a fact that these are unwanted intrusive thoughts not really sexual at all just more anatomy based but it’s freaks me out so much because I don’t want to think about this stuff like it’s so gross and disgusting. It makes no sense as to why I would get such sick thoughts. Just wondering if anyone relates I guess. I posted about it earlier but I just thought maybe someone could help me out. I absolutely hate this. It’s like the thoughts try to be so convincing like “you like the thoughts” or “you’re curious about these thoughts” I want to go cry in a corner

I have a hard time with erp. It scares me because it feels wrong or feels like I’m giving in to the thoughts. Thank you so much for understanding. I feel so in the dark

@Figuringitout1 That makes sense. It’s just been horrible. Pocd really sucks. I feel like the thoughts just get worse and worse. And like I said in my post above too I just can’t take it anymore

@Figuringitout1 Yes she doesn’t help me much anymore

@Figuringitout1 I’m in the stay better phase with NOCD and every time I message her she gets real short with me and won’t help anymore

@Figuringitout1 Oh no I’m so sorry you went through that. I hate groinal response it feels so real. I don’t want to be a monster. I just want to be normal again. I want my life back. Wishing you the best I hope you are doing better!