Ihateocd83
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HOCD SUFFERHOCD SUFFER
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Bro you post too much that on this app this is not a solution you have overcome hocd I tell you way take your attention from hocd thoughts back
The brain is NOT U The brain is...
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Okay man, learn how to type first off, I was just tryna help but whatever brotha 🥴
HOCD SUFFERHOCD SUFFER
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@The brain is NOT U Bro I don't know English that much because I'm not native could you write in my language 😎
The brain is NOT U The brain is...
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@HOCD SUFFER Sorry
HOCD SUFFERHOCD SUFFER
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@The brain is NOT U Bro btw I know 4-5 language I live in india I know marathi hindi Punjabi Tamil
The brain is NOT U The brain is...
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Lmao who cares what peiole say don’t let that bother you, I have hocd too and have thoughts of being gay and what if u kiss this guy and it’s super annoying, I hate having these thoughts and I try everyday on working to not resist, satan is going to try to plant thoughts in your brain and make you think that you want and need this but in reality you don’t, being gay is a choice not just something that you wake up to one day, I know deep down that I rlly like girls and want to have a beautiful wife, it’s really what your morals are, maybe you are gay but for me at least I know I am not I was born a straight man and will die one as god made me, you know these thoughts and temptations happen but just cuz u have thoughts doesn’t mean you gotta buy into them, just start labeling them as intrusive thoughts, I still don’t fully understand why I have these thoughts it ducks but I have faith the lord will help me overcome this, I will pray for ya brotha, overall tho don’t let people’s words bring you down , you r ur own self and only you know what you want
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I never had 1 gay thought before the age of 22 and this hasn't bothered me as much as last August it got really bad I'm 38 now 😔
ashVtayashVtay
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@ihateocd83 hi! I know how upsetting that remark must’ve been. I frequently tell myself I look gay all the time and then adjust the way I’m standing in the mirror as if that makes any type of difference. You can’t “look gay”. Perhaps there are certain similarities in how gay people dress/act/present themselves, but this is not a certainty. You can be whoever you want and dress any way you want without it pigeonholing yourself into a category! Words are upsetting. Words CAN hurt and they often do. All I ask is please do not listen to that other commenter. It’s one of the most toxic and incorrect responses to your situation. This has nothing to do with morality or religion. I wish you luck 💕
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Yeah it's funny because I had been thinking the same thing. Like somehow I look gay ?
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