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i feel like i’m gonna snap any day now and it’s scaring me what if one day i do actually do these things i don’t know if i’ll be able to handle it
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i literally feel exactly like this
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i’m glad to know i’m not alone but i’m sorry you feel this way too :(
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@saltedcrabs you're definitely not alone, it's very difficult to deal with but we got this!!
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@b It’s okay we have got this together
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@saltedcrabs It’s okay we have all got this together
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It’s scary I know
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I get that feeling too
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But it is ocd we have never been like this before
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And mine started after experience of hocd now mine has changed to this
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i can’t go to my mom w help w this cause she’ll just get annoyed i want to hole myself up in my room but then she’ll get suspicious
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yesterday i almost did something horrible too and i hate it
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@kingjames23 I think acted out on the thoughts is that normal I’m having a similar sort of problem and it’s came out of no where
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@kingjames23 That’s what I mean I don’t want too though
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@kingjames23 And the topic was I though I was gay the other week now it’s went to this
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@kingjames23 So are you saying this isn’t ocd
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@kingjames23 I haven’t acted on it no
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@Lewis2001 I just have a constant random anxiety of being round my brother now because of it
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@kingjames23 The thing I don’t get is why has it came out of no where
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@kingjames23 And there is nothing more than groinal response a tingle feeling
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@kingjames23 It is so scary and and don’t get why it hasn’t gone away
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i want to hurt myself as punishment i won’t cause itll worry my mom but i’m v tempted 😁
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it’s like. i’ve been struggling with these bad thoughts since march when i had my big ocd breakdown. ever since then i’ve been working on becoming better but these past few months it feels like i started right back where i was and i don’t know how to fix it i truly think im the problem at this point
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one of these days i’m gonna do something drastic i feel without help and that scares me i don’t want to yet i still sometimes find myself tempted / close to doing it
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Hey so a couple months ago (7-8) I remember being upset at my family member. Like she was talking too much while I was annoyed and remember wanting her to be quiet. I got an intrusive thought like a really bad image of doing something really bad to her, and my hand twitched to the side a little? Like it felt like I was about to?! And I remembered thinking "if I do this, I'll get in trouble". I got up and left to the bathroom and felt horrified! I was thinking "did I want to act out? Did the only reason I didn't act out was because of getting in trouble? If there was no consequences, would have I done it?! Does this mean this whole time I've been using OCD as an excuse?" I remember I couldn't sleep for 3 nights because of how bad the anxiety was, I was crying and I felt very guilty like I should turn myself in to a mental hospital. I couldn't eat for many days or be near her because of that thought and twitch I had! I'm worried it was an impulse or I actually wanted to hurt her. And even to this day I still ruminanate about this. Like last night I couldn't sleep well I kept waking up every two hours and asking myself "am I capable?" I couldn't eat last night. Sometimes I move on from it like I forget that happened but when I remember, I feel distressed about it! I don't want to be an evil person or do bad actions towards anyone! I'm even scared to be angry because of this because I'm scared I have more "chance" of acting out due to anger. Like was it an impulse and I held back? Is this even OCD? Please help, I'm really scared!
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I deal pretty heavily with this. The last couple days, I’ve had what I think are urges. Something pops into my head intrusively and then what stems from that is me WANTING to just indulge in it even though it’s gross. I get worried bc I used to struggle w thoughts about my dad for a long time until eventually I just purposely thought of him while self pleasuring and got off to it. While that’s something I did, it is NOT me. It all stemmed from my mental health declining a couple years back, I was never this way before. So I get worried that it almost happened or might happen with my pocd cuz I could never live with myself if it did.
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i’m struggling. so i’m a nanny and i had an intrusive thought to like do something bad to him so i was very upset crying saying i don’t want to do it but as i was changing him i got closer to it to see if i would actually do it and i got grossed out. now im feel extremely guilty i even got closer.
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