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i feel like i’m gonna snap any day now and it’s scaring me what if one day i do actually do these things i don’t know if i’ll be able to handle it
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i literally feel exactly like this
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i’m glad to know i’m not alone but i’m sorry you feel this way too :(
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@saltedcrabs you're definitely not alone, it's very difficult to deal with but we got this!!
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@b It’s okay we have got this together
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@saltedcrabs It’s okay we have all got this together
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It’s scary I know
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I get that feeling too
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But it is ocd we have never been like this before
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And mine started after experience of hocd now mine has changed to this
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i can’t go to my mom w help w this cause she’ll just get annoyed i want to hole myself up in my room but then she’ll get suspicious
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yesterday i almost did something horrible too and i hate it
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@kingjames23 I think acted out on the thoughts is that normal I’m having a similar sort of problem and it’s came out of no where
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@kingjames23 That’s what I mean I don’t want too though
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@kingjames23 And the topic was I though I was gay the other week now it’s went to this
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@kingjames23 So are you saying this isn’t ocd
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@kingjames23 I haven’t acted on it no
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@Lewis2001 I just have a constant random anxiety of being round my brother now because of it
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@kingjames23 The thing I don’t get is why has it came out of no where
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@kingjames23 And there is nothing more than groinal response a tingle feeling
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@kingjames23 It is so scary and and don’t get why it hasn’t gone away
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i want to hurt myself as punishment i won’t cause itll worry my mom but i’m v tempted 😁
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it’s like. i’ve been struggling with these bad thoughts since march when i had my big ocd breakdown. ever since then i’ve been working on becoming better but these past few months it feels like i started right back where i was and i don’t know how to fix it i truly think im the problem at this point
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one of these days i’m gonna do something drastic i feel without help and that scares me i don’t want to yet i still sometimes find myself tempted / close to doing it
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i’m struggling. so i’m a nanny and i had an intrusive thought to like do something bad to him so i was very upset crying saying i don’t want to do it but as i was changing him i got closer to it to see if i would actually do it and i got grossed out. now im feel extremely guilty i even got closer.
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i haven’t been diagnosed with ocd but I have anxiety about harming other people/family members and it’s like urges and im scared I actually want to do it? I don’t think I’ve ever been violent as a kid (im 21 now) and the intrusive thoughts don’t go away so im just stuck all day everyday for the past few weeks just thinking and being scared about it and im having all these weird emotions like being irritated and angry I don’t want to hurt people I don’t think idk why my mind is making me think I do I’ve had intrusive thoughts before that I could brush away sure it took like a day or two but this one is different it doesn’t go away and leaves me with the worst fear imaginable and nothing I look up that should be giving me relief is giving me relief + I feel like im not in control of my body and that im just gonna lose it and act on these thoughts it’s just all on a loop and im not sure how im supposed to live the rest of my life when im in constant fear of my self
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I dont know whats going on. I dont know if its OCD anymore. I know it was in the beginning. Ive been through a lot of trauma and had one little scary thought of killing my sister 4 months ago that has blossomed into this giant idea of me being a serial killer and wanting to hurt everyone (I never had any social issues growing up but I have had some trauma). Recently I’ve been having urges to just give in. And my mental images have been horrible and I can’t stop checking if I like them or not. I think I’ve convinced myself I have. This morning I woke up a shaking mess with an urge to unalive my family and when my mom left for work I was alone with my sister and couldnt stop vomiting uncontrollably. I dont know if i’m upset because I cant hurt anyone and I want to, or if I’m scared and just want my old life back. I was an avid horror and gore lover and now I’m convinced I want to do the things I’ve seen in the movies. Someone please help. I’m ready to check into the psych ward.
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