Its like i can think of other girls and guys together and be like “awwww i want that” but then when i think of myself with a guy it feels like i dont want it and i get like a wave of disgust and it makes me so sad :( And then with girls my heart rate literally spikes and i freak out that i want that when i dont, but that i’ll like it more than a guy and it feels like i would and im just so so scared:( omg even rn typing this it feels real:( Anyone else experience this??

See when i see tiktoks with girl couples i get anxiety, and same with guys. Thats why I deleted tik tok🤣

yes!!!! omg

@hate_ocd.123 I go through periods of this. Like the other week, just the thought of going on tiktok made me feel sick in my stomach cos I knew I’d see both straight and gay couples. I’ve had an okay few days though and so that’s why I’m feeling what I just posted hahaha.

@holley Wait sorry are you saying yes to me or hate_ocd.123?

@b13 And I just saw a tiktok of a girl asking others to share their experiences with comphet and I read through some and I got anxious and now idk if I was anxious because I ‘related’ or just because the concept scares me. I don’t know how to figure it out :(

@b13 the whole seeing couples and not relating that’s what i struggle with on the daily!

@b13 Just to lyk with comphet, i know many straight girls that have told me things that in my head goes “that’s comphet” Practically if you’re not boy crazy, you’re a lesbian is what i get from comphet

@hate_ocd.123 I know many straight girls who relate to comphet, but ofc i also then get scared that me thinking this is an excuse and that im a lesbian with internalized homophobia and just homophobic:(

@hate_ocd.123 I do that too! If I try and respond with any other explanations I worry that I’m trying to deny my ‘true self’ or something.

@holley It’s so scary! Like I recently hearted a few tiktoks because I thought they were cute videos and I’d ‘like that someday’ (cheesy) but I have absolutely zero romantic experience and I’m absolutely terrified that when it comes to it, I won’t like and that will be the nail in the coffin and the proof I need to ‘finally accept’. So I kind of avoid ever pursuing it, which then makes me feel like I’m in denial and avoiding the ‘truth’. It’s so confusing.

@hate_ocd.123 exactly i hate that and think it’s so stupid that’s why i haven’t read it in about a year.

@hate_ocd.123 Omg so sometimes when you’re talking to your straight girl friends you think “that’s comphet”

@missbluesky Yeah haha, like one of my friends came back from her date crying even though it was a good date. They didnt do much she just didn’t like him, and apparently that’s “comphet” I never say that though, plus this girl has ocd as well And then just other things some of my friends have said