I am on my journey to find myself again. It's a lot better. You guys can ask me anything you like regarding HOCD. Would love to help.

Did it ever feel really real for you too?? Like that you actually were gay and like didn’t know the truth deep down??

Do you think it’s wrong to be gay?

Did you ever have times where it wasn’t that bad but it was in the back of your mind?

Yes. After 1.5 years of battle....I came across this term HOCD. I was completely fine for 4 months. Sexual thoughts did come few times but they had 0 power on me. I was living happily until I fell back.

@riyabeatsocd So I’ve had this off and on for almost 8 years and it began when I was 12. Do you think that means I am gay?