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I can relate, I feel nauseous after tho then it just keeps on adding and adding that I’m being in denial. That I’m just using hocd as an excuse to cover up these “hidden” feelings.
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I don't know what to do or how to handle this
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@Ihateocd83 just have to accept uncertainty, it sucks but whenever u have these thoughts just be like okay “maybe this is true maybe it’s not I won’t ever know” if you keep fighting ocd is will fight back even stronger I have done a lot of dumb things in the past and jt keeps coming up and haunting me I just gotta accept that I’m having these thoughts and I can’t keep fighting it
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Yes, one of the most common symptom.
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I'm not sure this is hocd anymore. My mind tells me I'm kind of repulsed by women. But I know I'm not I used to be girl crazy
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@Ihateocd83 Another one of the most common symptom lol. I am also at a point where it feels extremely real. But I tell me OCD "yeah right as if I care" and I can see betterment. Chill it's all gonna be okay. ❤️
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@ribeatsocd My*
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@ibeatocd I rlly feel u too, I get bad fantasies and it just drives my mind crazy Idek why I get them I am just trying to work on myself it’s a terrible feeling and dirty thoughts, I sometimes can’t control any of it
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@The brain is NOT U I have that too. And the last few days my I've had thoughts like marriage to a man. I mean for fucksake I've never even kissed a man 😔
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@Ihateocd83 Bruh honesty I got the same shit, there terrible evil thoughts, legit in the same boat, always loved girls and wanted a wife,
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@Ihateocd83 Never been gay and never wanted to, but I get these intrusive thoughts, fantasies, what if’s, like what if I kissed a man, what if I got married to a man, and I’m just tired of it, so tired bro, worst part is it hits when I’m with the homies, I’m just tryna be the best man I can be, in the lords eyes, I learned that satan will play tricks on your mind to try and make u believe in certain things as well as taking the things u value most in life, for me it was girls, I feel like it may be a sign from god that I have to respect women much more and just be humble and grateful I ever even got with them, I was in a frat for a minute and got with a decent amount but just cuz I wanted sex, which is a deadly sin (lust) and I’ve just been learning a lot, really want to get closer to the man upstairs, also as well as becoming the best man I can be
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@Ihateocd83 I really can’t sometimes it drives me nuts having these thoughts tho and messed with my head a lot, these thoughts just arnt me
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It feels like I just need to come out and kind of prefer men 😩. I don't know how this has happened sometimes. But I have had this going on for 17 years and last August shit got real
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Are you seeing a therapist?
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I have done yeah. I just feel like maybe I need to try it out. I just don't think I can. I think my attraction to women comes back sometimes. But the desire has gone 😔
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Keep going. All I can say is you have to hustle. Do what makes you happy.
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@ibeatocd I don't know the answer to that. I just want to fancy girls like I did. My mind wants to be with men 😔
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@Ihateocd83 Same g, the worst part is I don’t like how in erp you have to accept uncertainty, pretty much sayin you gotta accept the fact that u may or may not be gay, that’s how you reduce anxiety
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@The brain is NOT U My ex said maybe your trying to convince yourself you do. But I know I did even growing up as a boy
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I don't know what to do. I keep getting in my head I want a boyfriend etc... my brain feels muddled
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Try to shift your focus. Are you locked at home all the time?
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Tbh I feel u but keep pushing and lpraying! I have thoughts of kissing men but I know I was girl crazy too, ocd as well as satan will try to take what you desire most in life it’s a very weird feeling but turn the lord and tell him how you feel, I never want to give into the temptation but also for my ocd to go away or settle down I have to accept the fact I might be gay, It’s just something I gotta live with, I want a wife and kids very bad but for now I’m just focusing on myself
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@The brain is NOT U The headaches are unreal. I'm so tempted to tell my friend and mum and dad that I don't know who I am. I'm not sure what to do. All I want is to love women again with the desire
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Usually I’d just reply “maybe, maybe not” to those kind of thoughts and focus on something else. It might come back but at least it doesn’t affect me as much than before.
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I’ve also been doing journaling, it helps a lot to write it all down. I got it from reading a self- help book since I’m hesitant to talk to a therapist.
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Anyone else with HOCD get thoughts of like "people in denial try to distract themselves" or anything along those lines when just trying to move on from the thoughts. Having a pretty bad episode this morning at least anxiety wise.
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Like I can’t think straight. This is making me doubt everything I’ve thought about myself and even makes me feel like I like the thoughts when I know I don’t. Like I would be less anxious at a time while I still have the thoughts and my mind would go “oh so you like it you must be gay” or the other one where I’m not anxious and I think of my attraction for girls that I’ve had my whole life and my mind goes “see now you’re not into them you’re gay” like it’s so stupid but so effective. I clearly remember being into girls my whole life but my mind is making me believe that all these attractions and feelings for women were all fake or “a thing of the past”. But I can still get aroused by women but I have this weird anxiety going on which brings these sensations/feelings and it’s so weird. Today I’ve spent my whole day thinking about it like I’ve been doing for 5 months now. I know that this aint normal but my mind just won’t let me live in peace. I never cared about my sexuality cuz I simply liked women my whole life but now my sexuality is a fundamental philosophy. I hate this.
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Like I feel geroinals ALL DAY and it’s stuck… I think I’m bi. But this still drives me nuts.
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