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You're not a pedo. This is your POCD calling. You are a good person! Pedo don't think like you, they like these disgustings things. You not!!! They don't think "I'm bad" they believe they are right. Stay safe!
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Yeah people like the dude who made the content in the first place think they're right.
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This was also my dilemma with POCD. I can get into shadman for hours but I’ll just leave it at he’s a nasty person…
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I don’t ever want to be a pedo...
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For hours? Damn, I would just cut that out completely. It's not surprising that OP is going through trauma about the shit he makes. Ain't this the same dude that made a IRL Loli about Keemstar's daughter, then took it down? I also heard homie flew his country to do more of this shit, like wtf? Idk if that's true, but my God. It's sickening how down bad people can be when it comes to sexual shit.
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- 4y
@POCDhell... Well if anyone is it’s shadman. You didn’t go out of ur ways to draw that junk. I know how it is completely, I was like 13 first seeing shadman and I hated his drawing and talked bad about them. By the age of 18 I was porn addicted and using his photos as fap material, of course that included a lot of his vulgar and fetish stuff. Still regret going that far in my addiction, maybe I wouldn’t have been in. Y current situation.
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@NihonWarrior516 What a coincidence, I was 13 when this horrible journey started as well. When you're so addicted to this fucking filth, you don't even think about the things you're looking at because the only thing that matters is the next big hit, no matter how crazy the material is. So yeah, this Shadman guy is a really sick motherfucker for thinking nothing is wrong with this. One way or another, people know about his content. I can't even stand seeing jokes that have his name near it. If you are still struggling with porn addiction, I'd be more than glad to be someone to help you get out of it, friend.
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Fucking hell, I hate it when people say that dude's name, I'm not even gonna lie. Lizzie is absolutely right. I don't want to offer any further reassurance because that won't help you in the long run. Just stay away from pornographic content tbh
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- 22w
So one day a couple months ago I saw some posts on threads pop up on instagram and they said I’m 17 and horny and 18 and horny or I think I even remember see a 16 year old one. I’m 20 and I remembered that when those popped up I clicked on them and I don’t know if I did it out of true attraction or out of the urge to make my anxiety go away. I feel like often times if I see something that says any number under 18 even if it has nothing to do with age it could be talking about season 17 of a tv show my mind immediately goes what?? 17??? And then I click on it to make my anxiety go away. So when I remembered all of this I downloaded the threads app because I wanted to see if I could get reassurance and see if I could rekindle how I felt in these moments. When I opened the app all I saw was posts like that but everyone claimed to be 18. The only problem is none of the girls looked 18 they looked like 14-16 so I started to panic I and worry that because I clicked on the threads in the past it popped up more and I was a pedophile for that. All of the accounts all pretty much had only fans links so at that point I was like well they have to be 18 then but now I’m worried that maybe it’s a scammer and they are using underage pictures of girls and putting them on onlyfans. Which I know is out of my control but I just feel like a Pedo and like I did something wrong. Does anyone have any advice? Or have any similar situations/ similarities with this?
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- 21w
when I was 15 soon to turn 16, I met this girl in a IG group chat made by our mutual friends. We started talking and eventually we started flirting and talking sexual towards each other, though eventually we stopped talking because she was being really weird. A couple months later In July of 2024 my friend found out that she was actually 13 and that she lied to me about her age. It's been 10 months since l've found out and I still feel so disgusted in myself. I had my suspicions at the time but I let them go since she said she was 16 turning 17. I was completely oblivious trusting someone I only knew online especially since i've never seen their face either. i'm struggling on what to do since i've been suffering with POCD since I was 15. Till this day I still feel weird and disgusted in myself because of that. But it feels ironic since i'm sexualizing someone that's 2 years younger than me and I waited to confirm she was around my age range to sexualize her. I feel so weird and guilty about it idk what to do
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- 19w
I think these are the worst real events ive ever done... and Im so triggered because the last thing I want is to be a a P or a MAP... im triggered because I dont want the people ive become friends with on NOCD to block me because they think im a P or a MAP... thats the last thing I want... When I was 18, i unknowingly consumed l*licon a couple times... I didnt know what the term was at the time... I thought that since it was on a public site, and it had millions of views, that i thought it was safe to consume... when I did my research when I was 19 onto what exactly the term was... I was horrified and mortified... I puked and gagged and felt numb for days... it's been 5 years since then... im 23... and the last thing I want is to ever be exposed to this kind of content ever again... let alone consume it... I should've been more knowledgeable and it's my fault... my pocd and real events ocd call me a P and a MAP when these are the LAST things i want to be... I know what I did was wrong and I regret it immensely till this day... and im so overwhelmed...
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