i had the most anxiety inducing thought for no reason. i literally had a thought that i don’t want to be bisexual because i don’t want to go to hell and now i’m like iS tHiS deNiAL. i want to start reading the bible and going to church again but now i don’t want to smh. has anyone else had similar thoughts? this was scary i’m just sitting with it though.

Sexual Orientation OCD

hate_ocd.123

Date posted: 4y

Mmhm when i first got hocd years ago as a kid And sometimes even now that’s why i’m scared i dont wanna be gay smh But i know it’s not real, because i believe lgbtq people will inherit the kingdom of heaven if their good people at heart and if someone wants to call me a false believer, let them go ahead, they’re judging me and not the other way around That’s how i try to view it now

hate_ocd.123

Date posted: 4y

I got hocd when i was 12, almost 13 and had NO idea it was ocd. I had themes prior, but nothing that scared me as badly as hocd.

holley

Date posted: 4y

@hate_ocd.123 i view it the same way but i’m hesitant becoming a christian. there’s very strict ideas around sexuality. it’s a trigger

hate_ocd.123

Date posted: 4y

@holley Oh yeah it’s definitely a huge trigger and if you’re hesitant take your time! There’s no need to rush anything in this life:) (unless it’s an assignment with a due date which im struggling to do rn 🤣)

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