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Mmhm when i first got hocd years ago as a kid And sometimes even now that’s why i’m scared i dont wanna be gay smh But i know it’s not real, because i believe lgbtq people will inherit the kingdom of heaven if their good people at heart and if someone wants to call me a false believer, let them go ahead, they’re judging me and not the other way around That’s how i try to view it now
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I got hocd when i was 12, almost 13 and had NO idea it was ocd. I had themes prior, but nothing that scared me as badly as hocd.
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@hate_ocd.123 i view it the same way but i’m hesitant becoming a christian. there’s very strict ideas around sexuality. it’s a trigger
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@holley Oh yeah it’s definitely a huge trigger and if you’re hesitant take your time! There’s no need to rush anything in this life:) (unless it’s an assignment with a due date which im struggling to do rn 🤣)
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