PinkLotus
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340d ago
YES 100%. Every time I get physical with my bf the whole time I’m just thinking about if I’m turned in on enough or if I’m feeling attracted to him enough. And then when he leaves I analyze and ruminate on the experience for sometimes days to see if it was how I was “supposed” to feel. And then I’ll compare it to past experiences. The worst is when I’m really not super in the mood and I don’t get as turned on as I do other times and then my ocd tells me it’s because I’m not attracted to him