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Omg that's deep
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Bro is it hocd? This comment is scaring me
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@raj123 Nooo. Just laugh it out.
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@raj123 I mean that's deep I've never thought about it. Forget about parallel universe, with pace people are coming out, I think it'll be uncommon to be straight after 10 years. Lol.
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@heckocd Do you mean that it isnt hocd
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@raj123 I am really sorry I couldn't put up my thoughts clearly. It is HOCD. You're ruminante so ofc things are gonna come up. But that was deep I'll think about it. š
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