im in the same mindset currently too
I’m here for you if you’d like to vent
@PinkLotus it just feels like im almost recovered but like just feeling like then possible can be real sucks more than the thoughts
@nikkii Yeah that’s how I feel too, I don’t try to figure it out anymore but yet everything is still there and it’s like I’m still going to end up as someone who I don’t want to be
do you ever feel like you truly want it and it causes you barely any anxiety so it feels super true???
Dude i know exactly how you feel... there isnt a lot of anxiety around the whole thing with me also and i just don’t know what to believe anymore because all of this feels so real... everytime i see a man i just have a mini mental breakdown because i think i like them... and what’s scary is that even homeless people too
Yeah for me it targets specific people and ugh it’s just the worst
@PinkLotus But i still believe there is hope for us🙂