does anyone with SOOCD ever see like another version of yourself but with the gender you worry about being with? like for example, sometimes i space out and feel like there’s another version of me going on with her life but with a female partner and it makes me feel weird

Sexual Orientation OCD

When it feels weird deep down even after countless introspections thats when you know its the OCD... when you secretly like it thats denial...

it just makes me sad like “wow do i have to do that?” kind of way