My brain has started convincing me that I’m secretly in love with my best friend who is also a girl. Has anyone else had this? I can feel my brain trying to get me to obsess over it. And I know it’s not true.

Sexual Orientation OCD

and I’m scared it’s true. And I know I need to sit with the uncertainty. I don’t want it to be true. 

I have no clue what I’m supposed to do. 

Agree with your thoughts.  Think about it.  People have thoughts and feelings everyday and they don’t let it consume them.  You have ocd.  No matter what you are.

This definitely happened to me. My advice: don’t avoid her. I straight up avoided a friend for three weeks because I was scared I had a crush on her. Not only is avoidance a compulsion, but it’s also bad for your friendship. Stay strong!!!