Hi, guys. Do you feel the ocd disappear when you are relaxing or having a good time? And that makes you wonder if you really have ocd? Because when I am doing something that really needs focus it gets back.

I had something similar happen. I almost never go on vacations, but a few years ago I went to the beach for a week with my friend. I was having so much fun and I was finally relaxed. I noticed that my contamination OCD was SIGNIFICANTLY better, and things that used to trigger me didn't anymore. I felt like I'd finally found peace, so when I went back home and everything returned I was devastated.