Lš
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ShannonShannon
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This is a really common fear for those with ROCD
KdrizzyKdrizzy
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This is me too. And then itās like well maybe Iām just using OCD as an excuse and I really donāt love my boyfriend but then if I didnāt love my boyfriend Iād be okay breaking up with him so since I feel this immense sadness over it then I do love himā¦and repeat lol
Anonymous_SchmalAnonymous_Sc...
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Over and over and over
ShannonShannon
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@Anonymous_Schmal When this happens to me- I tell myself would I put myself through this if I didnāt care? Iāve had enough relationships end and Iāve walked away from but something is keeping me here, in this one.
Anonymous_SchmalAnonymous_Sc...
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@Shannon Unfortunately I feel that has become a compulsion and no longer does the trick ā¦.ugh so sucky
ShannonShannon
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@Anonymous_Schmal It is hard, super hard. I think I get a handle then it comes back but ultimately, I decide and part of me (even it is so quiet) wants it and thatās what Iām fighting for.
AnonymousAnonymous
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You should go check out Awaken into Love's Instagram. They made a post a while ago about resistance and healing/growing with ROCD. I found it helpful and comforting. I had that same fear before starting therapy, it still comes up every once in a while, but it's not so spikey anymore.
Anonymous_SchmalAnonymous_Sc...
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This is me every day :(
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