Can intrusive thoughts be in the form of I want… even though you DO NOT want what the thought is?

im pretty sure intrusive thoughts come in their own way, just because you dont get intrusive thoughts about harming someone or any of the most common ones, doesnt mean that you dont have intrusive thoughts, you know ? after all, your ocd or intrusive thoughts go for the things you dont want

some of my intrusive thoughts start off differently and arent the common ones, im 100% sure that is very possible, am i right?

from what i seen and exprience myself, its like ocd or intrusive thoughts try attack you personally