I’ve just started going into an episode, and I was supposed to start grad school in a week, now I feel so terrible I don’t think I can handle it and should just stay home and heal. I’m very conflicted, I don’t trust myself to move out and live alone and handle this by myself :( I also feel so bad I don’t think I even deserve to go anymore.

"Pure" OCD

of course you do! you’re not fighting your battle alone, this app is here to help. we’re all in the same boat hun! good luck to you :) remember to take deep breaths. 