I'm feeling guilty about something I've been avoiding due to my contamination OCD. A friend left a very thoughtful gift basket on my doorstep months ago, and though I've opened it enough to peek (so I could thank her), I've avoided fully opening all of it because it's frankly too much work to sanitize each item. She's asked about it and I always have some silly excuse. I haven't told her about my OCD and I don't plan to share that with her for a variety of reasons. One day I will open the gifts, but each day that I don't do it I feel so guilty and unappreciative. I feel like I'm running out of excuses. Not sure what I'm looking for here, if anything. I guess I just needed a place to vent. Thank you to anyone who reads this.