okay i’m not sure if this makes sense but does anyone else feel like if they don’t tell anyone that thinks ur a nice/good person every single part of anything bad/weird you’ve ever done that you’re like a fraud and being a secretly bad person hiding it? and like feel guilty about it? idk how to explain but sometimes i feel like i don’t deserve my friends or the friends/relationships i’ll have in the future and i feel guilty and like im hiding something even though im not?