- Username
- Xxara
- Date posted
- 957d ago
- "Pure" OCD
Yeah, ever since I was a kid I've always hated lying, but my mon forces me to so she can get more money and valuables from my dad (separated parents). My sister doesn't care but I've always felt disgusted at myself for almost a decade. You're right, it feels so debilitating, especially in morally grey areas.
firstly i’m so sorry about ur situation, and yeah i know people who’ve done far worse things than i have and don’t even feel a little bit of regret but i feel regret over practically everything whether it’s something that i should regret or things i shouldn’t regret. it all becomes jumbled up especially when i mix my actions with my thoughts yk
I've felt this too...
I feel this too and it definitely has religious ties for me as well. Perfectionism is something I strive for and beat myself up if I don't succeed :/ you're not alone!!