It's all over now. I stepped out of my house today, saw two girls. I thought that I would find them beautiful. I was straight before. But anxiety kicked in. Why?😭😭😭😭. I want to like women but instead of that, anxiety kicked in. Can someone please help me out😭😭😭😭

Thanks buddy😭. And I dont feel like being myself for a long time now. I don't know what's real or fake anymore. I question everything, including my existence 😭

@BlueMountain Bro the thing that makes me less stressed is alcohol😂. Drinking alcohol makes me feel like myself again, but for a short time😂. You helped me alot mahn. Cant thank you enough👍