i’m borderline about to have a panic attack bc i found a joke i made with a mutual of mine in february on the timeline so not in dms at all (this person lost interest in the thing that like we talked about so they went through and blocked ppl) and it was like a joke about y/n and 1D imagines but i was like 16 and the person was 14 and like it was a brief joke and they started it but what if i bothered them and they hate me and i hurt them and i know i’m blocked because they have new interests so they just got rid of all the old mutuals but what if i hurt them oh my god i know that wasn’t my intention but what if i bothered them i feel like crying

and another time we were joking about a celebrity being hot and i called him my man and that he has pretty eyes etc etc and i’m just panicking bc again it’s all public like none of it was private but what if i hurt them or bothered them

i have convos with other mutuals where like i say i wanna bang dabi (a fictional character) hes so hot like what do those hands do like i’m being very joke-y and i never thought of it in a weird way but i’m so worried about whether i harmed them by doing that or not oh my god and ik i could just ask but what if that makes everything worse

@Xxara and again none of these were in dms it was all like accessible to ppl and i had other mutuals that saw no problem with it but i just want to puke bc i didn’t realize that could be bad but what if i harmed them in some way oh my god

Talking to other high school age teenagers isn’t a bad thing. I mean, you interact with high school age teenagers every time you go to school (unless you’re doing zoom classes, but even then, you’re interacting).