sometimes i feel like i've lost touch with my life entirely. it's like everything i've expierenced so far (my childhood, all friendships and just relationships in general) was fake. then i even feel a split as if i were two people: there's one person that lives on a daily basis and another one that's frustrated with the first one. sigh it's very strange and i don't know how to explain it. i was wondering if that feeling of artificiality might be a form of intruisive thoughts? does anyone else here experience it too?

oh i also can't remember some chunks of my past. i find it hard to navigate my life now and make the right decisions since i can't remember how i became the person i am today. and it's also scaring me to feel this uneasy

@anon333 I understand, Ive been very blank in regards to my identity lately just dont know who or what I am and where Im going or who I was before, its sort of hard to describe. Kinda just crusing through rn except its very negative and anxiety driven

@Imaan7 i'm sorry you have to deal with feeling like this too. i can relate to that anxiety driven crusing tho im rooting for you!! and thank you for this little exchange, it helped me feel a bit less alone:)