Hi can someone help? So my mind sometimes suddenly pictures a man and woman having sex. And i get the gronial to it. And then it doesn't leave me alone and keeps coming back and i start asking my self : why did i think that over and over and also why was i turnend on im gay!! The thought feels so unnatural to me and horrific. Is this also ocd ?

Sexual Orientation OCD

Groinal responses happen. They don’t have to mean anything. 

The human brian finds sexual things arousing. That doesn’t mean that it’s something you want. The brain is wired to respond to what it sees. It doesn’t care if it’s something you do or do not want, it’s going to react regardless! 