I’m scared that if I try to get diagnosed they’ll just tell me that I’m a ped0 :( what kind of questions do they ask

Do you feel happy when you have these thoughts? If the answer is no, you're not a pedophile, man.

i don’t want to sit and reassure u only because i know ur going to take that reassurance and apply it other situations until the idea that ‘if i’m unhappy that means i’m not a p,” becomes convuluted and won’t apply. the biggest thing is that no therapist is just going to sit and tell u that you are something point blank. that fear is going to hold you back bc i was worried too but i realized that my ocd is trying to get me to not get help and i won’t listen to it, and therapists have heard EVERYTHING like dw about that