Pray to your Heavenly Father for He always listens to His children, pray for guidance and for courage and faith to refuse compulsions and disregard obsessions when you have to, He loves you just as you are. He has never abandoned you and He will uphold you with His righteous right hand, what can ocd do to you when you have God by your side? You are a beloved child of the same God that created the universe and everything in it, you are a product of His love! You are willed out of Love! Ocd is not your fault its not a punishment but remember who is in control, your Heavenly Father and He loves you like you could never imagine. Have faith, be courageous, you are never alone!