I feel like I’ve convinced myself that I’m secretly just in denial and this has to happen. I’m just sitting here waiting for myself to start being attracted to women. And that I’m going to marry a woman because I’ve convinced myself it has to happen. Even though I’m not into women and never have been and don’t want things to change. And I’m just sitting here waiting for these thoughts to come true.

anxiety:>

I feel like this is happening to me too, without the lack of anxiety sometimes. I feel like I've convinced myself.

Kaylaisabel

Yes!!!

Nour04

you mean with the lack of anxiety?

Kaylaisabel

@Nour04 Yep!

anxiety:>

@Nour04 Oh that, yes

strawberry i...

yeah like I’m so convinced at this point that I feel it’s impossible for me to be straight ugh

Kaylaisabel

Same

cc97

Yup!! Like so convinced

cc97

I am feeling this way right now ... literally in tears

Nour04

i feel this way yet i am not anxious :(

cc97

@Nour04 Sometimes I feel this way with no anxiety and sometimes I feel this way with a lot of anxiety.

cc97

@cc97 All depends how worked up I get myself with rumination and mental compulsions

Nour04

@cc97 i feel like i would like to have a gf

strawberry i...

@Nour04 i feel like that too :((

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