nat
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269d ago
context: I'm a straight girl with hocd
See I have the opposite issue, I can’t allow the “but you don’t look gay” sound to play out loud, I have to lower the volume. I feel like this is more proof that I’m a lesbian.
Well your hocd is making you afraid of the word gay but why am I afraid of "having boys in my mind" even though I should have boys in my mind... ugh😩
@nat No I worry because I’m not afraid of the word, I’m afraid they’ll hear it and think I’m gay because I’m watching it