I'm feeling sad. The fact that hocd cant be cured has made me depressed. I miss being a simp for girls back then in school time. I miss fantasizing about girls. I wanna cry so hard but tears are not coming. My life is ruined 😭😭😭😭😭

I'm going through a tough time now. My loved one passed away sometime ago. I scored miserably bad in my exams. Plus hocd cant be cured. I wouldn't feel the same for girls ever again. I'm only 15 and all these things are happening. Even while writing this I can't stop crying. I wish I could cure this and live my normal life again😭😭

@BlueMountain Thank you so much for this man. Your support really means alot❤. I'm not even sure if this is ocd or not anymore but thank you for being there :)