Right now I actually believe I am into girls. I have this weird feeling towards the cool girls in my class and I can’t even say a word to them without panicking. But I can talk to the guys without anxiety. So I must be lesbian, I have just never tried or experienced it with a girl before but I think I actually don’t have ocd. Whenever a guy has slept over at my house I have never wanted to do anything sexual with him. And I only have platonic feelings towards guys and crushes. I am really a lesbian. Life sucks. I want to die

But what is this nervous and weird feeling? I searched it up and read that girls that didn’t know they were lesbians had the exact same feelings! Like they were uncomfortable around other girls and felt like they couldn’t form friendships with girls. And I do that too. I am also very lonely and struggle with getting friends. They wrote that it was a nervous feeling around girls and were repulsed by guys when they approached or wanted to be near them.

Yeah same, I feel like that’s the reason why I am so scared around girls. But I am not as scared around the more shy girls. I am very scared of being alone with a girl that’s very outgoing and social, I am scared to be judged