My Brain literally does the opposite of what I want it to do. “The person you notice first is the one you’re attracted to” now all I notice is men. “You find yourself staring at the ones you’re attracted to” suddenly it feels like a chore to look at girls I don’t want to check men out, guess what I’m doing. I hate this, I just want my brain to do what I want it to. Idk if this is trigger warning, just putting it to be safe.