My family doctor just said he thinks I have gender dysphoria and should look into gender specific therapy and services 🙃

I wouldn’t listen to him. From what I’ve seen, you clearly just have ocd and I know you don’t want any of that stuff. You’re just so afraid of it, that it’s started to feel real. I’ve gone through this with so many different ocd obsessions and it’s all been the same result; it’s all just been ocd pulling my leg and I was fine all along. I would recommend that you only do what you want to do and try to take your mind off of the subject. Once you stop thinking about it so much, you’ll feel like nothing was wrong in the first place! You are a strong, confident person and you can get through this!

Thank you. Whatever the result it helps so much knowing I've got people here who will have my back

@Kaylaaaa Of course! I believe in you 100% and I know exactly what you’re going through! A lot of people here know as well! Never feel like you’re alone! I hope you start to feel better soon!

@BlueMountain Me too. I really do feel dysphoric

@Kaylaaaa Your ocd makes everything it tells you feel very real. But, the fact that you’re so worried about it automatically proves that you’re not and that it’s all ocd lying to you and tricking you.

@BlueMountain I'm not worried really tbh, which makes me feel it's not OCD. I should be worried

@Kaylaaaa That can also be ocd messing with you (confusing, I know). I think once you pay less attention to the subject and tell ocd, “Yeah, sure, it could go either way, whatever.” You’ll start to feel better. It’s not giving in or actually believing it to be true. It’s just telling ocd that you don’t care and it hates when you don’t pay attention to it. It might even leave you alone after that!

@BlueMountain Thanks. I just get such dysohoruc feelings, and I don't don't feel like a girl anymore whatever that even means