Before hocd, I was kinda homophobic and now after hocd, I'm like it's okay to be gay. BUT IM NOT GAY ! What has happened to me

Learning to not be homophobic is a great thing!

So am I turning gay. Please I dont want to😭

@raj123 Not being homophobic doesn't mean you're gay. It just means you're becoming more accepting that LGBTQ is okay.

I'm the complete opposite. Before HOCD, I'm totally okay with people from the LGBTQ community and support them. But after this, I feel like I've become homophobic and I feel so bad.

I don't know any people who are gay so I dont know much about lgbtq. But my mind is constantly telling me that it's okay to be gay. WHYYY😭. IM 15 And I always wanted to be with women of my age and older. I used to fantasize about women everytime😭

@raj123 Same here. When I was a child, I would fantasize about having a boyfriend. Now, with HOCD, I try to imagine myself with a boy and my brain replaces it with the same gender instead.

@CharleneP I'm scared I no longer enjoy fantasizing about women. Neither do I enjoy fantasizing about men

@raj123 Have you gone for a psychiatric consultation?

@CharleneP No, I'm just 15. I dont have any financial help😭. On anxiety days I'm like I need a therapist asap. On non anxiety days, I'm like I'm recovering, why do I need a therapist.

@raj123 If it's impairing your day to day activities, it's best to have a therapists specialised in treating OCD.

@CharleneP Even I want to. I'm a student and I'm studying. Hocd doesnt lete concentrate. But I cant help it. I dont have any source which can help me financially

@CharleneP I thought I was the only one, unfortunately I think its making sense for me bc I never had a gf or romantic feelings for a girl( Maybe I did and I just cant remember) but I never had any female friends. Would you want to talk about this somewhere else?

Exactly, Now that I understand that its ok if you like same sex but now it feels like why choose girls when you can also like guys? Its messed up my head

Exactly the same!