I feel so terrible and confused with this thing I’m thinking abt it and it feels like I want it or I have a curiosity abt it now but I keep on fighting with it and I feels like I’m in denial :(( I wish I could talk abt this to someone in private bc It’s starting to feel like i could be a pedo

But I feel like I have to tell you what it’s about but I don’t want to hear bc I feel it’s too weird :( I just have to know if it’s ocd or not

@kathernyr And I feel like crying so bad but my mom is here :( and I don’t want her to know or tell her bc she wouldn’t understand

It’s just so difficult bc it feels like I want it and I don’t like it 😭☹️

@BlueMountain But it’s serious 😭😭 idk if it’s something that’s concerning or not

@kathernyr Say it here*

@BlueMountain But what if I am a creep and want to look if someone is changing 🥲 that’s what I’m concerned abt that what I’m saying about this whole thing but then I remember I’ve never been like that before so what if It makes me that now :( and from what I remember it It didn’t come like where I would notice it, it was like a sneaky thing and now it’s this whole thing with all the posts I’ve made 😭

@BlueMountain I’m just concerned and scared ☹️

@BlueMountain So you know what I meant then? 😭😭 *sigh* it’s gonna super hard but I’ll- I’ll manage 🙂🥲 it’s now just anything that has to do with a creep or even like something that I didn’t know was a thing but a non-offending p. But is it so strong bc it’s also something that happened to me?😭

@BlueMountain Thank you for that :,) I’ll try to listen to some music to calm me down 🥲 thank you for having some faith in me 😅 it’s hard as hell dealing with this

@BlueMountain Thank you 🥲🥺❤️🤍 I appreciate you :)

Yeah :(

@kathernyr Do u have a preference? Insta,discord,Snap?

@unknown Insta

@unknown I requested you

Can I talk to u too? I’m struggling so so so so much. :(((