Today I'll be reassuring myself : I'm not gay because gay people feel the same for the same sex like we feel for the opposite sex Next morning :I have feelings for the same sex. If today I reassure myself saying that I dont like men, tomorrow I'll start liking men Does this happen to everyone or is it only me pls do reply I'm having a rough week🙏

Yeah, my brain does the opposite of what I want it to do.I’ll be walking on the street and my brain says “if you ‘check out’ the next man you see you’re straight” (I’m a lesbian” and then suddenly I’m looking at the next man I saw!

@ta You can find anyone attractive without being attracted to them.

@ta I never found masculine women attractive. Even before hocd I didnt like girls with short boy like hair

@raj123 Me neither and now that’s my biggest hocd trigger. I started crying and had a panic attack while watching a movie because a girl had short hair.