Yeah, my brain does the opposite of what I want it to do.I’ll be walking on the street and my brain says “if you ‘check out’ the next man you see you’re straight” (I’m a lesbian” and then suddenly I’m looking at the next man I saw!
@ta You can find anyone attractive without being attracted to them.
@ta I never found masculine women attractive. Even before hocd I didnt like girls with short boy like hair
@raj123 Me neither and now that’s my biggest hocd trigger. I started crying and had a panic attack while watching a movie because a girl had short hair.