I am so shook I literally have the EXACT same story as you. It’s hard out here 😫
Seriously so hard 😩 I read something in an ERP article for SO-OCD, that people are sexually attracted to sexual things. Just because there’s a response doesn’t mean that’s a hidden desire. I hope you’re able to work through it too! 💕
I relate with you except that im a man, same thing except porn didn't cause me ocd but i DO KNOW porn is actually very harmful. There's a ton of people shedding light on porn usuage. That might help
Thank you. I stopped watching it a long time ago because it just caused me to react negatively. But the memories are haunting!
I can relate to what you said but now whenever I’d say that I’ve never been attracted to women to want to be with them- it feels like I’m lying to myself now and an image of a girl would pop making it feel like it’s “different” 😩 Now I ruminate that the previous relationships I had with men were all forced and lies.