Does anyone else absolutely hate yourself for not being able to feel the way you want to about your partner? My partner is a great guy and super supportive, but I just don't feel anything other than anxiety and I hate myself for it. I want to love him but feel like I can't. Anyone able to relate? 

Relationship OCD

he’s the one i want to be with. i don’t know why i feel like this i hate it. even when i’m not having bad days it’s always lingering in the back of my mind

Yeah and long distance doesn’t help either. I just want to love him. 

can you add me on snap to talk about this ? @gabbbbbbb7