I'm unable to develop crushes on girls after hocd😭. I'm having a complete breakdown. I'm just repeating "I'm not gay "! All day but Idk what i am now😭. I'm depressed, I'm sleeping on my bed and crying. I wanna be normal like I was before🥺. Can someone please help me out? I'm feeling helpless. Can someone please comfort me😭. I have no one to talk to about hocd. Please help?🥺😭😭

You can talk to me! I have had hocd in the past.

Snap or insta?

@raj123 we can talk on here. I have no socials.

@arcticoconut Aight, I'm a boy, 15 years old. I have hocd since 3 months. I dont know if its hocd or no but I was striaght before. I've even had girlfriends. Why cant I develop crushes on girls anymore. The way I looked at guys before, I dont look at them in the same way now😭

@raj123 Has someone taught you that being gay is wrong?

@arcticoconut No ! Being gay is ok but I dont wanna be gay. I think I was homophobic before. But after hocd, I'm thinking that it's ok to be gay, But I cant imagine myself with guys😭

@arcticoconut Are you a boy/ girl and are you straight Gay

@raj123 My advice to you would be to not put so much pressure on yourself. Sure, you may be gay, or maybe you're straight. And that's ok.

@raj123 I'm a girl and I'm asexual.

@arcticoconut also straight tho

@arcticoconut You're asexual or straight

@raj123 I'm both, I describe myself as asexual heteroromantic.