Why do I feel like my thoughts are true and I accepted them as true bc now I figured that I liked them this whole time I was worrying? But I don’t necessarily feel feel like i like it, if that makes sense. Now I’m feeling like those p’s who felt bad bc they liked their thoughts? But I can’t tell if I genuinely do 😭 it just feels like I accepted that I could and no’s I’m not feeling bad abt this whole thing like I feel kinda numb to this all 💀 bc I still avoid kids and all that stuff bc I feel like if I looked then I would be attracted to them or something, I feel so bad 😭

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LiamC1

Date posted: 4y

you being guilty shows your aren’t a p. you know you would never hurt a child, regardless of the intrusive thoughts.

katr :,)

Date posted: 4y

I just feel like bad for feeling this way like idk how to explain it, or if I don’t care then it means like the bad thing of this

katr :,)

Date posted: 4y

But I feel like those pedos who felt bad bc they like that stuff, but I feel confused bc I also keep fighting with the thoughts cuz I don’t really like them like idk anymore :/ 😭

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Date posted: 4y

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katr :,)

Date posted: 4y

You feel the same way? 😭

random_person

Date posted: 4y

I feel the same way, I’m so numb to it all

katr :,)

Date posted: 4y

I just feel so confused to this all :(

random_person

Date posted: 4y

@kathernyr Me too, I want it to be over or to go back to the way my life was before

katr :,)

Date posted: 4y

@random_person Me too 🥺☹️

random_person

Date posted: 4y

@kathernyr ☹️❤️ lol why are the emojis so weird

katr :,)

Date posted: 4y

I have no idea I’ve been noticing that a lot too 😭

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