I feel like I have accepted the thought because it feels so deep and it feels like the thought isn’t intrusive. I used the evidence I don’t get attraction but now it feels like it has fully transitioned my feelings.

Yeah man, I know how It Is

I know how this feels

I feel like I’m in denial every time I repeat I’m straight. And I feel like it’s too complicated. I get thoughts like “just accept it and move on” and that feels like I’m saying that to myself Bcs there is no anxiety but it does feel wierd.